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Wednesday, September 24, 2008

 
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How well can you actually trust someone?

I'm kind of naive, I knew that. I always trust someone too easily.

That is why, I've prepared myself to be faced with betrayal whenever I tend to trust someone too much. It hurts so much though, when they really do betray you. So much that it's indescribable.

I know I'm being naive, I need to hang out more. But somewhere, somehow, I wish there is someone I could really really place my whole and entire trust to. Someone who would not betray me.

Is there such a person? This world is filled with selfish people, it's everyone to their own. I am one too, but sometimes, I tend to sympathize with those I really care for.

I don't know. It hurts so much, I'm actually growing up to learn how cruel this world can really be. And its eating me up emotionally. I should be more mature, I'm 17, I should be able to handle things like these. I try to though.

But sometimes, it's just too much for one person to handle it.

Maybe, there isn't anyone you could fully place your trust on in this world. Maybe, you have to fight for yourself to survive in this world. I don't know anymore. I'm trying to fix my priorities, but with all these peer pressure, I really just feel like running away from everything.
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