I've always took things lightly till now. Always thought…

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Posted by: x_0belial Original: 1/4/2008 12:36 AM Views: 22 Comments: 3 eProps: 6 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Friday, January 04, 2008

I've always took things lightly till now. Always thought things would work out good for me.. Always taking advantage of my mum..

Then i realize, I'm no different.. from him.

It's so sad, hearing ur own mum apologizing to you when you clearly know it's your own fault.

Lately, nights has been made up of tears.

Time passed by so fast that I havent even thought of it as harsh.

I've been enjoying too much.

Reality had just crashed in.

I feel so lost.

I try not to give up, I'm still hanging in there, and trying hard not to give up.

But part of me is telling me to give up.

But I just want all these to end.

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Sounds like you are experiencing an epiphany. It doesn't mean its time to end, but time to amend. You have realized there is something about yourself you need to change, and that you have caused another pain. You realize your selfishness has led you down the wrong path. But there are always interconnecting roads to the right path. You are standing at the crossroads. It is time only to change lanes, not to end the journey. You obviously have a long road ahead of you.

Don't worry and don't be afraid. Its only life. Start down the path and think about your actions before acting. You know the right thing to do. Ask forgiveness of your God and then those you have offended. Begin each day on your knees. Take the new road one day at a time, for tomorrow is promised to no one.

You can do this, and if you need me, I and others are here to help.

All my hopes and prayers.

Fred

Posted 1/4/2008 9:42 PM by etrnlronin